Dealing with WAW part 4

[pilot]

Do you want her back out of duty or love? I feel more duty to prove we can workout with the hope of recovering our early love

It would be out of love. But right now I just do not feel the love for her I used to. Instead of sparks, I feel annoyance. Instead of desire I feel indifference. I know she is going through her own emotions and certainly is not ready for R, but I am not certain I want to R anymore either. I just do not see her as someone I want to be with. She has undergone a lot of changes these past few months. I guess I am just sticking around to see if they are temporary or permanent. But even her mannerisms have changed.

So who knows. I still have time, so I am not rushing into anything.