I apologize, Maybell. What questions have I not responded to? I went back into your post and pulled out the ones I saw. Were there others?

And I'm TRYING to hear what you all are saying, it just doesn't resonate as true for me.

Me: 39 - W: 35
Together: 2 years, no kids
My Affair: 1.5 years
Affair ended: 4/9/14
Affair revealed: 5/19/14
Last Contact: 8/2/14