Very sad as I drive home from work this afternoon. I just want to hear her voice so I called and asked her about pulling something out of the freezer for dinner so I could cook. I know she appreciates when I cook she likes what I make I just feel really bad right now. I know I need to be detached which I'm doing very well at. I just feel lost. I don't want to give up hope just because I sign a settlement and have 60 days to find a place to live. I'm hoping some time apart will help her. I know there are no guarantees here. I just don't know what to do in the interim. Should I sign this as soon as she presented to me if it looks good? I feel that if I stall she will get angry and pull away even more. Based on her actions she seems more comfortable around me now that we can move forward. I guess she feels my intentions are not to reconcile. Unfortunately she goes out of town next week for work so we won't see our counselor until the following week. Have looked all over this for him today for anything or advice that might help me in this current slump.
Me43/WAW43..M 4y..S1 11/S2 4..Bomb2/2014..Dfile 5/2014..Settlement signed 8/20/14..D final 8/29/14 I moved out 10/10/14..WAW got D she wanted. I wanted R. No waiting,just no boundaries in her way.
