Possible MLC WAH, and need guidance

[Atsbaby]

So even though it's sunny out, today was tough. I'm too attached again.

H has contacted me in one or another since I started back to work and today....nothing. I know I shouldn't expect anything, but dang it he began the pursuing!

Then to top it off, the stupid bill from his atty showed up in the mail...what a way to really dampen your spirits. The fact that there is a bill just tells me he is still contacting them on advice, but I thought that's what the retainer was for. I guess it could just be itemized list for what's left of the retainer. I wish he would just tell me something!!

We haven't talked about the relationship in months, he's never said he wants to come home and has continued to indicate d through his flirty texts..."we still going to do this when all is said and done?" OMG!!!

I've got to finish the workbook stuff from the pursuer and distancer section of my book. It said I'd go through days like this and it will take up to two months for his reaction...which if there is none, then i'll know it wasn't meant to be.
Let's hope I get a reaction, cause that's what I feel like I'm getting when I pull way back!

We'll see how tonight goes at practice...