I could use some advice. H. just emailed me to ask how I'm doing. He said he's not really sure what to say, and that he probably knows how I'm doing, but that he wanted to check in anyway. He also said he'd understand if I didn't want to talk to him.
I'm crying something fierce right now. I miss him, and I want him back, and I have no idea how to get there. I wasn't sure if he'd ever get in touch and it feels like we have few reasons for contact, which is scary and leaves me feeling like this might never happen and that any contact is a huge deal.
I don't know what to do with the email. I'm not going to respond just yet, but I have no idea what to say or do with it when I do. Any suggestions about how to approach this would be appreciated.
M - 34 H - 36 Together 10 years Married 4 years BD - March, 2014
