Thank you Tuff. I will look into the forgiveness challenge. I have so much anger in me that I can normally keep under control, but I don't see moving forward if I can't let some things go. I am getting back into yoga, that helped me alot while we were separated. I don't have any religous outlets, but I had started looking into budhism. I like the idea of looking into yourself for peace, something I can control! Otherwise, I am staying away from alcohol. This weekend was a big wake up call for me and I can't shake the bad feelings. I am really disappointed in myself for the way I acted.
Me 48 H 46 S 11 M 2004 BD 8/13 H moved out 2/15 -live in the present, enjoy the beauty around and within you, explore your new future-