Good luck, Hopetex. Decide what a positive interaction will look like, and visualize it. DB Coach Laurie told me a funny thing...a conversation that starts well, even if it gets ugly in the middle, tends to end well. The inverse is also true.
Me: 43 XW: 43 T15 M14 D21, SS15, S11, D8 BD: 8/6 EA / possible PA discovered 9/29 D final 10/20