Hey Turn I can tell you are hurting abit more than usual because your saying that you ve hit the anger stage . I get that , i hit me about a week ago but believe me its just another stage of dealling with your sitch . im betting in a few days you will be back too focusing on DB again . It happens , these different emotions will come and go dude . Dont despair , the love you have for her will prevail , remember sandis list " dont give up no matter how dark it is or how bad you feel " You are a fighter or you wouldnt be here . Ive accepted the fact that i will be sad , i will feel hopeless , i will be angry but those feelings will change like the wind . PMA is very important > your W needs to see this in you We can do this .


Me 45 W 45
Son 16 Son 14
Married 23 together 27
W threatened sep several times
W still at home
A discovered Mar 17 2014
A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )