So i took her out to a expensive restaursnt for her birthday and got her a nice michael kors watch that she loves.
We were talkin about halloween and also getting a cat.. but she still seems confused on what she wants.. her actions tells me she wants to be with me.. as shes always holding me and cuddling up to me.. gets jelous still.. and also wants me home all the time with her.. but she says she doesnt want to be married.. she asked as a joke cant we unmarry and then marry later.. she says she doesnt know what shes gna do.. she says she'll see after her holiday or when shes ready.. which could be awhile she said.
Ive been really good in terms of not talking about the r and just enjoying the moments with her.
Looking to start a venture witha friend where we make a youtube videos to gal.. still difficult nit to think about it all..
I did say to her thay next yr im going to book a skydive and push her off as a joke and she replied nooo seriousky dont im scared and could die. If you book it i wont go..
I do txt her a bit during work which im working on and also question her.. but general questions such as what did you buy today and what not but she dont like it. So going to change what doesnt work and thats questions.
If she loves me and always holds me and what not how can she end it? She even said i make her happy but i jus dont understand her or get her apparantly.
