Okay wounded - I hope I catch all responses I need to give you
As for the flowers - I can't describe how it made me feel. Strange? Kind of odd considering OM had brought me lunch so I felt in a weird place. I really like that H is stepping up to the plate to be a full time dad like he was. And yes I know Om is a distraction and every time I say I'm going to separate myself I can't. I'm sure it's the attention but I'm not sure I'm ready to give up our friendship for H just yet until I know H is serious. I have been very honest with H that we had been to dinner a couple times and do talk but nothing physical or anything. H told me he deserves that. He deserves for me to be with someone else and I deserve to be happy after everything he has done to me.
I also received a call from my L. My H's L sent out a request to file for reconciliation. I declined the request. We have decided to do a 6 month abatement which H has agreed to. He would agree to just about anything at this point. It is crazy to me to think he's ready to seriously cancel this divorce. He doesn't want to come home he wants to take things slow so I know he's here for the right reasons
