Yes there is always that little undercurrent of sadness and loneliness isn't there?

But isn't that always there in life? Even when we are supposedly "happily married"? It is funny how I am starting to forget how tough the M was even before she dropped the bomb.

Mate the real opportunity we are being given is a chance to learn to be happy even when that inherent sadness and loneliness of live in an imperfect world is amped up to 10.

Maybe that is the real gift we will take out of this.

Me:42 W:41
M:12 T:3
D7, D7, S5
Sep#1 Winter 2012 for 4 months
W divorce bomb 6/9/14
Started "in-house separation" 7/2014
W files for D 8/28/14
I move out 9/27/14