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I still owe a long post about our night.

We still have been very open talking about eveything. I still stand by that I cannot make any promises. I almost feel like him 6 months ago. I'm so wary of him and his changes. He had flowers delivered to my work yesterday. He had everything for school packed ready and outfits picked out yesterday while I was at work. He showed up this morning bright and early and we took the boys to school together. He also forwarded me his communication with his lawyer saying he is no longer pursuing divorce

Is this all really happening? He told me to pick a counselor. He wants to go alone and together. He is currently at a job interview and will be quitting if this goes well

I just can't feel I can commit. I don't know if my heart is all there yet. I'm scared. I don't know if I can feel the way I did feel about him. The guy from work has really been pursuing me and I feel this distracts me
As well.


M 31 H 34
S 6 S 9
BD 2/14 Piecing 8/14