WAWs or Wayward M: How to SHOW change is afoot?

[DBinSF]

Thanks, Sandi2. I know you're right. I'm basically an Alcoholic going though withdrawal and cravings. The challenge is, an Alcoholic can live an amazing life never touching a drink again. But none of us can go through life without love or sex or relationships. I need to get clean first, and then rebuild a healthy relationship with love and sex. I know that intellectually.

I'm sorry to everyone for being so shrill and pained in the last few days. I went through an especially difficult period this weekend that was exacerbated by a flu/fever and some overall feelings of desperation.

The interesting development today is that she actually wrote to me this morning asking about our gym membership, and if I had canceled her membership. The funny thing is the gym is next to her office and she could just stop next door and see if her key pass still worked or just ask them if it's been canceled. BUT, she chose to use it as an opportunity to ping me.

Maybe I'm not the only one thinking about the other?

-DB