MY TRAGIC WAW STORY PART III

[ItHurts]

Hi adinva. Yes your words reflect exactly what happened last night with WAW. I supported her decision to move and I agreed to be her friend. So I am letting her go without any type of direct connection to me. She said she can't say she won't want to reconcile or that she will want to. She doesn't know. So we're moving on and I will remain a supportive friend. As far as spending time with her, I am sure I will see her a few more times before she leaves. She's already told me that her parents are leaving town for a few days and she will be alone in their house so I have a feeling she'll want to hang out at some point.
However that's where I'm at now with WAW, exactly as you wrote. I support her decision and we are friends for now. I am just going to move on and let fate do what it will. I can't look back anymore. I am going to keep my GAL, hanging with friends, dating new women, spending more time with family, and undertaking things I've always wanted to do...like learn guitar. So I am putting WAW behind me once and for all. We have our friendship so she will never really be gone forever...just the relationship we share has changed is all.
So I can give up now and truly move on...we had closure last night...proper closure that is...meaning there's no NC, there's no I can't be your friend. There's closure in that we are friends now and we are moving on. There is nothing left for me to "pursue" and nothing left to fight for so I am hoping now life gets much easier for me with this proverbial monkey off my back. As I said, it didn't end the way I had hoped it would, but it definitely ended the way I expected it to.