Well, we went out for a movie one night. She reached out and held my hand throughout the movie. I wasn’t comfortable and was just too polite to say so. I walked her back to her car after the movie and suddenly she kissed me. I got to say it was quite some time since I’ve kissed a girl. I enjoyed it and kissed back. My mind just keeps telling me to accept her but it didn’t feel right.
We dated for one more time before I ended the brief relationship. It just didn’t feel right. I don’t know what’s going on with me. I think I’m not ready or have serious trust issues. She’s alright by the way. She respected my decision. We haven’t kept in contact with each other since that night. She did ask a mutual friend later why I had not called her. She thought I was upset with her or maybe she wasn’t satisfied with my reasons for breaking things off. Whatever it is, I think its best I stay away for a while longer.
That’s my love story thus far. All failed.
M35 XW34 D5 D4 M 6years T 10years Bomb 5/2013 Joint Petition signed 6/2013 Moved out end of 8/2013 Court Hearing of Joint Petition 9/2013 D finalized in 3 months - no news yet
