In a way I know he is just trying to seem cool on facebook, and get attention. Maybe even from me. But it still made me sick to see it.
2chiquitos, I hid his posts a long time ago so I have to actually visit his profile on purpose to see his stuff. I can't delete my social media accounts, basically they are part of my job and I need to have those accounts. Plus if I delete them or him now, everyone will know or suspect why and it is just another way I will look sad, angry, hurt, weak, pathetic, still in love. Better that I can maintain a veneer of being fine and moving on. But I definitely get why a lot of people would do it.
Sadly now I just have to be strong and not look at his page because it will upset me.
Another funny thing, he has been messaging and calling quite a bit in the last several days. He messaged with a few questions and I was too busy to reply. When I finally did reply he didn't respond but I can see that he is online, saw my messages, etc. This may be a huge leap but I feel that he is mad that I have been slow in responding to him and now he is trying to do the same. Of course I don't really care that he is being slow to reply. But it does seem he is trying to play a game now. He did this before when he felt hurt. I find it funny.
In my heart I know he is confused and sad but sometimes it is easy to get caught up in believing the image he is projecting that he is doing great and is happier without me.
Hugs, LisaB
Me: 34 H: 30 M: 4 years BD: 6/15/14 He moved out 6/30/14 OW1: EA then PA after BD Now he's dating multiple OWs I'm over it and moving on.
