What to do when an EA involved?

[Hoju]

Thanks wet the support is really appreciated.

It's been really hard with her still living here, not ever knowing where she is or where she has been is absolutely killing me. At the same time it's the only thing still giving me hope for reconciliation. I'm just trying to be a good roommate at this point and giving her lots of space in hopes she doesn't leave. I know she has been looking at apartments and i feel if she leaves it's all over for us.