Journaling:

Aaaaaaannnnnnddd we're back to business as usual.

2 texts from H this evening, "thank you" (responding just now from my response to his inner conflict this morning) and "had another showing today :-)". <<<<<smiley face?

So what does this mean? It means nothing, Shining. It means stop giving that attention and instead give it to yourself and your family.

So I'm gonna.