Even though I had fun with kids and family at the fair, it was still a little depressing. I think partly the weather...very wet and gloomy. And of course no contact from H, but this is his pattern after time with me...sex, date, very intense convos.
I was thinking back to some of the things h was telling me yesterday. He's very dissatisfied with work. Stated he's doing stuff his way and doesn't care if it's been done their way for 90 years "it needs to change. There's always room for improvement." Validated.
Talked about trading in his jeep for a truck. He has always wanted a jeep and is willing to give up his beloved car for a truck...had a truck in high school and first few years of marriage.
Atsbaby M:36 H:35 T: 19 M:12 S:11 D:9 BD: 5/4/14 Proof of OW 8/13/14-love note from her 8/19 admits OW 8/22/14 files D w/o telling me 9/20/14 Says he wants to reconcile