And thanks, Shining.

You're right, that is an expectation that he will respect my request.

I honestly think he would, if only because he fears me getting emotional.
I know for a fact that's the LAST thing he would want!

I'm pretty sure he KNOWS that if he drops a bomb on me, it's not going to go well...

Or maybe all my DBing has shown him that this new "Calm, collected, never get my panties in a twist GGG" is the NEW ME. And that's the green light he's needed to feel safe enough to take the next step.

But you're right.
I'm talking myself into a mess that might not even exist....

Tonight--nothing to do, nowhere to go, stuck here as usual.

So not spinning is difficult right now.

---GGG


Me 54 Him 63
M 23 T 29
0 Kids
Funny Farm of Rescues
12/12 OW--
5/13 ILYBINILWY: A denied
9/13 Proof OW: ENDED
2/14 Got D papers on my BD
I kicked him out for my sanity
9/14 He wants to "talk"?