Right now I am unwilling to discuss anything hurtful because I'm in a fragile state.
So I want to nip that in the bud. I don't have to talk about the R or his divorce if I don't want to.
Only good thing--usually he says all the awful stuff via text/email--like wanting a divorce--did that in an email!!!--- or in the middle of a fight.
So maybe talking in person is positive sign?
If he thought I'd freak out, he'd do it electronically. (Coward) He's afraid I'd go off on him.
Hmm... Let me think about this and calm down.
Man! So much for detachment!
I just feel the pain and hurt all over again... wondering what he's going to do to me next.
That FEAR.
It's a bugger.
---GGG
Me 54 Him 63 M 23 T 29 0 Kids Funny Farm of Rescues 12/12 OW-- 5/13 ILYBINILWY: A denied 9/13 Proof OW: ENDED 2/14 Got D papers on my BD I kicked him out for my sanity 9/14 He wants to "talk"?