"When she is ready to come back to marriage I will be here."
Again. Not helping.
All your GAL counts for nothing if you don't learn how to COMMUNICATE with her. You keep blaming her still. Swallow your pride for a second and start learning. If you don't want to do that, go ahead and file for D. What is the issue here?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.