Okay as I ponder Pilot's words...I am a bit nervous here...is this really a good idea to intiate contact with WAW again...even after I cut things off again? She already said that she's sorry she let me down when I cut things off...she didn't try to stop me from cutting things off and she opted to reply in e-mail instead of an in-person meeting to discuss things. Almost like she knows if she's with me we will end up like we have been...holding hands, kissing, bed, etc. So I just don't know. I need to figure out what to do.

I mean if she's going to miss me when in FL as Pilot said could happen, doesn't it make more sense for her to miss me now while she's still here during NC? This is so confusing.

ME: 43 W:44
M 13 years on 5-5-01
T 18 years
BD 4/27/14
D papers served 5/5/14 (how appropriate a date)
WAW moved out 5/12/14
Papers filed 6/27/14
Divorce granted 07/17/14
Our marriage ends 11/17/14