You're doing ALOT of mindreading. You have the same tone as you did a few days ago when you were "sure" that she was going to reconcile with you.

Release those expectations. They'll just disappoint you.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER