Wow. What a realization, Zeus, and not an easy one to face.
I suspect my h has a sexual addiction, too. I don't know and I'm not sure how to find out but the vast amount of porn is a big part of my concern.
You said you were 7 weeks out from stopping looking at porn, is that right? That is incredibly commendable. I don't mean to make light of your efforts or your challenge but I just recently gave up my starbucks habit. 5 days in and it's HARD!!! And that's just coffee!!! So, give yourself some credit for your efforts and facing that challenge every minute of every day. That's nothing to scoff at or gloss over. Celebrate that.
You said you have choices to make. What are they? How do you hope to address your objectification of women? How will you know you're succeeding?
