it's not silence, DB, it's patience. This isn't about YOU. You want, you want, you want....
what does she WANT? She has said it very clearly. Yet you think you know better. Your healing doesn't mean you have to write it all out for her to "see". You're doing that for YOU not for her. Get a clue and STFU by NOT sending that letter.
Harsh yes, but you're not responding well to gentle.