Shining: "Did that sound bitter, jaded, perhaps? Maybe I'm going into my own MLC... What is this all for, anyway. Jobs, clothes, fears of what others think, fears of rejection.... It seems we're all wearing costumes most of the time."


I think this all the time. I feel like I'm always trying to act "normal" for "the situation".

And I totally hear you on the "not knowing exactly what it is that we want/need".

I know what I "need". Probably much less than I think.

What do I "want"? The MOON!

So I guess it comes down to what is attainable, what we can live with or without.

Which of our values we're sticking to no matter what, no matter who.

It's a start. I'm still stuck at that starting line myself.

---GGG

Me 54 Him 63
M 23 T 29
0 Kids
Funny Farm of Rescues
12/12 OW--
5/13 ILYBINILWY: A denied
9/13 Proof OW: ENDED
2/14 Got D papers on my BD
I kicked him out for my sanity
9/14 He wants to "talk"?