BM yeah I can relate to the alone thing, one of the issues my IC is trying to help me with .. forcing myself to get out and be social ... I would honestly rather just stay in the room I rented and watch a movie by myself .... but thats not helping me be better. Even after outings .. I come home and its just me ... the silence is deafening. I have learned to accept it .. and have started to enjoy my own company, I guess over time all I can tell you is it gets easier ... I am going on close to a year now.
