2.5 Months After D-day...and I wait

[DBinSF]

I haven't sent the letter. I'm writing it now to send it the final week of August. That will be almost 30 days since she reached out to me,and almost 60 days since I've reached out to her. And 3,3 months since DDay.

And the reason I hear the ticking clock is b/c she does. She's 35.5 and desperate to meet her mate and have a baby. It is her sole mission. Although she will probably be somewhat picky after our blow up and after having married twice to boring dolts in the past. She went WAW on both of them. And then told ME she'd been waiting her whole life to meet a fun, educated, worldly man like me. Now she might be wondering if problems with trust come with guys like me. Maybe she's looking for Mr Safe again. I don't know.

But that's why I'm feeling an urgency. She's not going to let grass grow under her feet.