mleigh -thanks for the continued story. It is always good to see people working on making something better from all the initial destruction. I can't even imagine how difficult it is. Just reading your posts helped me last night when my H dropped the kids off-I was abnormally calm and even nice-which I haven't been for a while-it just seemed so comfortable just having him around -if only for a few minutes. I won't cont my story on your thread but wanted you to know I admire you for sticking it out and still moving forward. Looking forward to your future.