Whoa! Be careful. Those goats can do crazy stuff! I'm glad you're ok. I seems you know exactly what you're doing though.
I wonder if you dropped all expectations of H and just hired someone else to help you out... maybe someone mildly attractive perhaps or someone who makes you laugh. Make it so you don't need your husband. Would that be a 180? I wonder if he'd get all huffy about it. WDYT?
