barely holding on - 2

[u-turn]

Sandi-
Sometimes I think it would still help if I were to be completely transparent to show her what I would want. I have never cared if she looked at my phone or e-mail or anything. she could ask me anything and I would tell her. I never had anything to hide.
That is probably where the thought of explaining what I was doing came from

But that thinking is probably flawed now. I can't make her do anything, follow my lead, convince her that there is a better way.