H returns from errand. He doesn't bring his chair to sit in. He stands behind me, close and finds different reasons to touch my arm or head or shoulder. I know what he wants!
We return home after practice and we eat dinner. There is lots of joking and teasing, I think old H was with us.
A few days ago, my baseball team played against his. He wanted to place wager on it...made me choose. I said back rub, thought my team was going to win and I really wanted a back rub!
Anyways, I lost, so last night H mentioned his back was "hurting." I owed him so I payed up. We were sitting on the bed, I know...his choice, and we were having decent conversation. Back in dec/jean, we had talked about something's that we wished could change....him wanting me to initiate.
He brings this up and, well you know....
So today monster is back. I don't have regrets, but I need to recalculate everything!
Atsbaby M:36 H:35 T: 19 M:12 S:11 D:9 BD: 5/4/14 Proof of OW 8/13/14-love note from her 8/19 admits OW 8/22/14 files D w/o telling me 9/20/14 Says he wants to reconcile
