Well I'm not giving up.. Guess I really had a bad night the other night. First I don't agree with Bond that love only comes from yourself.. Maybe I am missing what you mean. I am actually very happy who I am but I want to be married as well.. and want my wife's love. I followed the rules as well as I could and after talking to coach and W talking to coach, we have made huge strides in R. I have partially dropped detachment and we dated a few times, but when I told my W the other night that I love her (I know not true DB) she said it was exactly what she needed to hear.. She cried in my arms for over an hour and we went to bed and I held her till she fell asleep. We talked again about having fun and book she is reading, and are very excited to meet with Michelle in two weeks out in Colorado.. Stay tuned..
