advice needed - please help

[stacey9]

Thanks labug great advice. One thing I started a few months ago is running never done it before and I'm really enjoying the new fit me. H would be shocked at this as he knows it was never my thing. I do go out with friends occasionally and I know h is surprised at the way I've kept the garden nice actually quite enjoying that. That's about it really.

I do want my h back I'm hoping for a miracle. I'm trying to be the best of myself and show him how well I can manage without him. I've not shown him my jealous side or asked him any questions about his new life and although I'd love to know everything about him and the ow I know it wouldn't do me any good.
I think I need some more things to keep me busy, I used to read loads but now I find I can't concentrate and my mind wanders.

Thanks so much for your words of wisdom x