Didn't your last DB consult say your H is coming along, s-l-o-w-l-y, but coming along. Keep your H in your heart, live your life, your H is coming along...you need to quit looking back to see if he's still behind you.
Wow, cathy, this was great! I agree 100%! 1) Drop the rope and let God take over 2) We can not rush our H's, their journey, their timeline. 3) Know what God has in store for you; a better R with your H. 4) PATIENCE, PATIENCE, PATIENCE
You can not rush a good thing, don't look back, go forward!