Thinking of you, Holdingon, and saying prayers. Hang in there. It is incredible the changes that God has brought about in your sitch. Not to diminish the pain at all - just noticing how much things have changed while reading your description. Stay focused on Him. He is with you every step of the way. ((((((Holdingon))))))
Mockers2
"Somehow we survive, and tenderness frustrated does not wither." Dennis Brutus, South African poet
"That which does not kill us makes us stronger."
Friedrich Nietzsche