Holdingon - You sound awesome! What an inspiration you are. It is tough to see why they don't get it, why they can't see how wonderful you are. But I think, he does see. I think this is why there is silence for a day or so. I think he has alot to think about. I think it is important and interesting that he notices and minds when he can't get you and when you aren't right there waiting for his call.
You are such a shining example of faith and strength. God is with you. Stay on course. You, your H and your boys continue to be in my prayers.
The scared animal analogy is a good one, I think. It has helped me alot to change my view of my H.
Thank you for the description of your beautiful yard! Here's a tulip from my yard for you! ((((((Holdingon)))))
Mockers2
"Somehow we survive, and tenderness frustrated does not wither." Dennis Brutus, South African poet
"That which does not kill us makes us stronger."
Friedrich Nietzsche