Thank you, TVS, lol.... After seeing how long we spent on this thing, you have a very good point! It is exhausting. I will try and cut it shorter going forward. I'm learning (apparently the hard way, but, meh, nothing better to do at the time).
In the spirit of wanting H to stew in the "thought" of me potentially seeing other guys, I suppose, I allowed it to continue far longer than necessary.
I didn't actually have plans at all....Only an invitation to a "goodbye" happy hour for the summer interns.... (that I wasn't going to attend anyway)...so I pretty much fibbed on that this time around. I wanted H to think I had plans since this was, I think... the first time he asked since BD.
I'm currently very busy with kids, church, and job hunting and have been for the past couple of weeks, but overall I do have a fairly decent social life. All things considered, at least.
My energy is dropping with the stress of job hunting (Hi, Heather.....thank you for being in the same boat, darling!).
I agree, I do need more going on outside of him for sure. Hopefully after new job is found and stable, and and kids are into their school schedules, I can focus more on the fun parts of GAL for real.
M44, H44, both M before M4 yrs, T6 BD 7/13 ILYB something isn't right with me H att suicide 2/14 S 4/14 OW disc 5/14 D final 4/15
