barely holding on - 2

[u-turn]

Oh I know - it's too early to think of that.

PMA is a little down today which seems to happen toward the end of every week (thur, fri). I can't exactly put my finger on why it is that way. I have to think that I just run out of the fake it till you make it steam. Weekends recharge it though (but that might be the cycle W complains about). and that might be because W puts in just enough effort to keep me from making a move.

I end up thinking more about limbo towards the end of the week for some reason. This makes me want to push and ask "come-on W, what are your plans, what are you going to do? lets stop this dance." Totally against DB and probably bring me back to square one.

Sometimes it seems more productive to just do what tarheal did. At least something would happen.

too early?

So back to patience and detachment.