advice needed - please help

[stacey9]

Thanks Georgiabelle you are absolutely right.

I am getting on with my life and do sometimes even feel happy then today when I came home from work s18 told me his dad is away for a few days and won't see him till next week. Back to square one wondering where he is.

But he did phone me last night to update me on a hospital appt he went to with s18. I was nice and friendly and thanked him for phoning.

Trying hard to be positive.