For some reason today I've got that strong 'yuck, God I wish this nightmare would just end' feeling in my belly.
Was kid free last night and stayed home alone for the evening (watched the movie "the other woman" which is a really great laugh, esp for LBSs, btw). Working at home today because I had to meet a garage repair man. Probably too much alone time, although I'm psyched to be getting some much needed house stuff done. It's truly silly some of the things I've procrastinated on bc I felt overwhelmed and/or intimidated. The more I do stuff, the more determined I feel to find a way to keep this house no matter what.
Fortunately have lots of GAL plans over the next several days. Taking the kids to a summer party at D4's preschool this evening. H can't make it, which I am kind of glad. Although I might have to meet him briefly beforehand to exchange some of the kids stuff. Probably will take the kids to our town summer fest tomorrow night. Then my brother is coming up again for the weekend, it's my parents 50th anniversary. Lots to keep me busy and hopefully mind off H.
M: 42 H: 43 M: 8 years S7 and D4 H has D19 and S25 from previous M Bomb: 3/6/14 OW discovered, EA & PA 1st separation, 10 days, decided to reconcile & moved back in. Fail 2nd separation: 5/1/14
