Have I any hope.... (Part 3)

[bashy]

Some days I'm strong and others I'm not. Reading back on my thread I can see this then find I backslide on promises I make to myself.

WAW rang last night while I was in work sorting sick leave. She then text could I get D to ring her. I've no credit and ask her to ring. She rings and we chat and I tell her about the fun D and I have been having. She then asks to speak to D. I hear her a little asking D about our week. D is tired and gives one of two word answers. I hear WAW ask D what's wrong. 'Nothing' D says. Then WAW asks to speak to me. Asks what's wrong with D. I tell her we are all tired after swimming although I was upbeat on phone. I can tell it worries her a little that D is having a great time with me but then D seems off with her. She admitted before that D seems to enjoy time with me more than her. I certainly don't want that though.

So I email a photo of painting D has done later that evening. Email was titled 'Hairdresser and future artist'. No reply till this morning. Saying it's brilliant. Back and forth email about D then she asks is she awake. I say no. Says she's really missing her. I ask (big mistake) if she was up my way did she want to join D and I for Burger King/KFC. She says no cus it would be too hard to leave D again as she missed her so much. I say no worries. She then tells me she'll ring later.

She does so. Asks about D. Tell her we're going ten pin bowling. I put her onto D who proceeds to tell her all the fun we're having. Then asks D to speak to me. No real point to the start of our convo. but after small chat on D again on ground covered she asks how am I. She's done this before. Not sure y. From tone of voice it sounds like the time she told me of OM.... feeling sorry for me. But could be just trying to strike up convo. I say I'm good. I ask how she is then about her dad who is poorly again. She says he's gd and staying with her tonight to go to doctors tomorrow. Then asks about my dad.

At this point all our correspondence is about D. Suppose getting along good is great for D. Miss WAW like mad today. Just hope knowing D and I are having a great time is making her realise that we're a great family unit.