barely holding on - 2

[u-turn]

It's definitely a 180 that is absolutely achievable, but maybe in the too late category because she is so focused on the negatives of the last year.

and not committing to our M. Just existing right now. no movement.

As I write more, it always seems like it was just a fizzling out of us - not neglect, just going coasting. Nothing too much wrong, but nothing excitingly right. And then she found the distraction (OM). Now it may just seem to be hard for her to come back and find the excitement back in us even with my improvements.