"Bond unfortunatelly it was an abussive relationship, she its not worst of better for that, she just had a problem and I was in the middle of that so no matter what I could not help her with that issue."
No it wasn't an abusive relationship. You seem to have forgotten how detailed you explained everything before. In fact, you also said...
" I had problems at my job, I though nobody liked me and actually hated me, so my response was to give attitude, I always had the need to respond back and could not take criticism or orders from authority figures, my day at work was miserable everyday and I tought it was the job.... It wasnt, it was me"
This is the same issue with your W. It was more than just the lying to your W that was the issue. That's the part you don't seem to understand.
I have a feeling that it will come up again in your next relationship.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
