Hi Ss06, it is the stress and the shock and the not eating that is putting you in a fog. Don't worry about it, just try to eat wholesome things when you can get them down. I went for a lot of eggs and avocado and salmon and chocolate when I could manage to eat. It helped. Nice fatty food for your brain.
I'm so sorry you are dealing with this. Maybe it is inappropriate but I kind of loved what your d said, that she wanted to kill the parents and the kid too because he had freckles. I can relate, through this horrible and stressful process sometimes I just want to kill everyone too, especially happy couples I see kissing and hugging. I hate them! Sounds like you are handling it really well, and I'm going to take your advice and go throw some rocks! Keep being awesome!
And also yes your H is not having a fabulous time even if it seems he is. He is or will be suffering very soon.
You are doing great. Be strong! Good luck! Hugs, LisaB
Me: 34 H: 30 M: 4 years BD: 6/15/14 He moved out 6/30/14 OW1: EA then PA after BD Now he's dating multiple OWs I'm over it and moving on.
