On the brink, need a miracle

[Onguard]

I have been gone for 5 days and the only contact I had was to let her know what flight I was on today. When I got home we just said hello and not much more. My 20 year old son was with her all day Sunday and all day today. He told me that my efforts to stop pursuing her are paying off. He told me that she is noticing that I am acting very different and that I am moving on with my life. But it sure doesn't look like it to me. She is acting completely indifferent towards me and shows no signs of weakness.

I think my waw is just staying in limbo until either her AP comes back or she finds a new AP. I really want to save my M but each day that goes by it seems like we grow farther apart. I was hoping to see some glimmer of love from her after nc for 5 days but nothing. She was ice cold and showed zero interest. I am working on GAL. I have stopped pursuing her. I don't tell her I love her. Basically, I am trying to follow the 180 to the letter. It just doesnt feel like its working. I know I need to be patient but its so hard when there is OM in the picture, potentially. Each day feels like a ticking time bomb.

What other options do I have? If I want to save my M then I need to let go of my urge to control her. I need to focus on becoming a H only a fool would leave. If that's not enough then there is not much more I can do..