2.5 Months After D-day...and I wait

[DBinSF]

You guys are right. Every cell in my body wants to contact her. My emotions take over. But so does my head... Why would she wait for a man who isn't dedicated to making things back? Does she really view my leaving her alone as me respecting her? Don't people ask for things that they don't really want out of pain and spite? Or as a way of testing the mettle and dedication of their partner?

I will do my best to wait the rest of the month. But I might start circulating a letter sooner than that. It gives me something to do. Although I REALLY should be doing work for my clients and making some money. Ugh.