I don't want this. I hate this pain and I hate seeing it on my daughters face. He wants "to think of himself for once" and the carnage that leaves behind he doesn't even have to see because he's at a damn concert (second on in one week).
I'm looking at therapy for d so she can be better assisted in handling this process but who is going to take her? Who will make sure she gets there? Plus, our insurance [censored] so it'll mostly be out of pocket (another reason I want that job!!). So while I have d I get to help pick up he pieces of his mess and take her to therapy to help her come to terms with this trauma and he gets to be Disneyland dad and have "sleepovers" at his place. Of COURSE he's in favor of divorce. His life rocks now.
I just want this all to go away, for D's sake. She has enough to contend with with having ADHD, ODD, sensory issues (mild), potential low grade Asperger's and her IQ is higher than mine so SHE GETS IT ALL!!!
