Quick to listen, Slow to speak

[mockers2]

YOur goals are awesome - think I'll steal some too if that's ok. You are amazing.

[imalright]

holdingon,

I think it is ok to feel sad once in a while!

Chainsaw, yeh!

You sound great! And I want you to know, you are doing well, adjusting and detaching, nothing wrong with That!

Deb

[holdingon]

Very nice interaction with H today at S concert... like old times... I don't get it... never will.

[DBB]

Well, still holdingon... getting kind of bummed that my date is getting to be one of the really old ones!!

Seem to be doing great. The darn tears do come when you least expect. I hope they get farther apart.

There seems to be lots of interaction and activity with H; this seems good.

Hang in, looks like you are doing great.

Where in Texas?

I'm north of Austin.

write

[holdingon]

Those positive interactions screw up my whole resolve to think to the future... I know that sounds ridiculous... no, I don't want to "go back." But I do think "why did this happen?" and "how long will I have to deal with this?"

My H was a wonderful husband and father before all of this. He appreciated me and respected me. He held me up on a pedestal... It is so hard to see how far we have fallen, especially how far he has fallen.

I try to tuck this part of my life away... in a closet in my brain. But the door is always popping open, it's like it's a big, huge wad of bread dough, rising up out of the closet, threatening to take over all the time...

Just having one of those mornings...

write I'm in San Antonio.

[imalright]

{{{holdingon}}}}

The rollercoaster ride is not over until our H get off the ride. PATIENCE, FAITH and time!

Hang in there! Someday...

Deb

[DBB]

Morning,

I think they already got off the rollercoaster. We are having trouble.

Threatening to take over all the time. An accurate analogy. We must NOT let it take over; it is difficult enough to get through the day.

hang in guys

We are in for a LONG ride.

write

[holdingon]

My new Mantra: Trusting, Praying, Resting...

[holdingon]

Another interaction with H tonight... he sure seems like the OLD H (okay, other than him going "home" to his apt and other than him having OW...) LOL... oh well. _/\_o ____o

[love_endures4ever]

You go girl. Maybe we can have a race with our worms.

Cathy